Then I met the concept of Sufism and informed myself about it. I read very much. It's the inner, the mystic way of Islam. I felt attracted. I visited some Sufi-Meetings and learned a lot about Islam. I saw that there is no way to become "complete" except by devotion, by making myself completely transparent for HIS will. I often miss, mostly I miss. But: "I will not reach it through my effort, but without effort I will never reach it."
And so I often go astray, get lost in the games which my Ego plays with me. But then I go and try it all over again.
"My biggest heroic deed does not consist in never falling down, but it consists in standing up again whenever I fall".
Here you find the discription of Sufism from Encyclopaedia Britannica:
To show informations about Sufismus, I give up to those, which are more competent than I, and lead you to following sites:
LINKS WITH SUFIC BACKGROUND
The site of a friend of mine, which produced a video about Sufimusic
in India and shows here parts of it.
Once again Sufimusic, in onother way, the Sound of Hip-Hop
beautiful site about Dschelalledin Rumi
La ilaha illallah